sweet surrender

Today is my very last day at work. I am sitting here, right now, actually. There is nothing to be done. I have cleaned out every nook and cranny. I have organized every file that I needed. I have even turned in my key, so there is nothing left to do but sit here and blog about it. Weird how overwhelmingly peaceful I feel about it. God is so good! Just this morning I was crying with my friend about how terribly awful I feel that I wasn't able to purchase everyone all the presents that I wish that I could have. However, I just recieved a call from my ingenious friend, Gina, about precious, heartfelt, and cheap presents to give birthed out of her God-given, creative talents and I am reminded (ONCE AGAIN) just how God takes care of everything. Absolutely everything! He has quieted my soul and given my weary heart rest with His overwhelming peace that transcends all understanding. How selfish of me to be thinking about how much it pains me to want to give presents to others! I have not leaned on Jesus through this. There has been no offering! No wonder I haven't seen a job offer, God is still trying to teach me! I trust you Lord, my hope is in you alone, therefore, my hope is sure! You are good God and I am all yours! Have your way with me!