AHHH!

• Has anyone ever said to you, "You are such a breath of fresh air!" That's quite a compliment! I seem to be at a constant place of breathing fresh air from the people around me. I was just talking last night to Elise and I said that I always wanted to be one of those people always talking Jesus, ready to pray and equipped with the faith and boldness to pray for any situation, right there no matter if that person thought that I was crazy, and someone who was constantly speaking loving, encouraging words. I am far from it, but that is the goal - more like Jesus! Now, I can't think of anything else that I'd rather talk about! God is so alive and so real! His voice is so audible and clear. I can not encourage anyone enough to run, and I mean, full speed-leopard lungs running towards our Creator. I find myself so full of giddy joy that I can not contain this totally dorky permanant grin. I find myself jumping (this is literal) telling people randomly "Jesus is the greatest!" It's uncontrollable! But, I am not worried, because not only do I hope that it never ends, but that it only gets worse! Plus, my family is doing the same thing! And in some instances, it has even resorted to complete nonsense communication because words are so inadequate for what you long to speak. Chad sometimes speaks in tongues to us (don't read into that anyone - don't get legalistic on me!) However, because Josiah seems to opperate on a complete different verbal plane than me, I sometimes think that he does too! Chad has been threatening physical harm to my face! Elise and I just scream, I find that works best! We are just trying to find a way to get what's inside out! I know that this doesn't make sense to all people, but if Jesus has put this kind of joy inside your soul, if He has given you new life by bringing a fresh breath into your soul, then you get it! Search for it, it's there! I have to go scream now, so God bless and keep praying always!
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